Monday, May 11, 2009

A silver lining

I don't want to count my chickens before they hatch, but I may be back on the dance floor really soon.

It's been one year. One long year.

They say when God blesses, he blesses in twos. Sure seems like the case here. Within 30 minutes... 30 minutes on the same darned day... I had not one, but TWO potential dance partners. Pretty darned amazing.

Now to make the decision, and make it fast. Simply because I can't wait to get back on the floor, and because I refuse to be stupid and let this opportunity slip away.

Should I go with my head or my heart? Should I take the fast, sure, direct route or go the slow, scenic, curving road?

I wish I had a crystal ball. I'm so bad with decisions. I hem and haw and go "what if, what if". Instead of thinking positively about the possibilities, I wonder which decision I'll come to regret more.

Darn, I need to decide! This is so consuming my thoughts that I had a dream about it last night. And I know I'll be twitchy and on edge until I pick one. Damn, woman, just CHOOSE already and live with it!

Woooo, ok. *deep breath* Gonna get on WoW for some mindless slaughter and chill out my overheated brain.